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[qualitymonkey]

PLEASE OMG

 

[qualitymonkey]

Lmaoooooiooo

 

[qualitymonkey]

You think it would help but it doesn't

 

[qualitymonkey]

I hate female yes

 

[qualitymonkey]

My brain isn't

 

[qualitymonkey]

Working

 

[qualitymonkey]

My brain is like this really, tän tasonen

 

[qualitymonkey]

Ohhhhh two sexiest guys in this world

 

[qualitymonkey]

But if someone could tell me why i hate female that would be good

 

[qualitymonkey]

Obviously im waiting for love lol that will heal everything

 

[qualitymonkey]

Nii jälleen yhtä paskaa ku vähän aikaa sitten

 

[qualitymonkey]

I fucking hate female i fucking hate female every second of the day

I fucking hate i fucking hate i fucking despise i fucking despise i hate everything about it, EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING EVERYTHING I WANT TO DIE I DONT WANT ANYTHING AT ALL i dont want to be alive i dont want to be me its fucking disgusting and wrong, fucking disgusting and wrong but i dont wanna be a man either i just dont wanna be alive

 

[qualitymonkey]

I just don't wanna be alive

 

[qualitymonkey]

I just don't wanna be alive

 

[qualitymonkey]

I just don't wanna be alive

 

[qualitymonkey]

But i HAVE to be a girl

I DONT have a choice

No matter what ever happens i have to accept it. I literally don't have a choice. Thats how i think about things. Thats my view on life and the world.

 

[qualitymonkey]

I was born as a girl, i have to be a girl. That's it. Thats all.

 

[qualitymonkey]

Thats why ill be fine.

 

[qualitymonkey]

Its really not difficult.

 

[qualitymonkey]

Its really not a difficult concept

 

[qualitymonkey]

I just have to try and survive as a girl, that's all. Its a fact. Cause im one of these "it's a biological fact" people.

 

[qualitymonkey]

Yes, im really that old :D kasvoin siinä ajatusmaailmassa kaiketi että sukupuoli on vaan kehoasia, ei mikään muu.

 

[qualitymonkey]

En vieläkään osaa nähdä sitä muuna

 

[qualitymonkey]

Ja jotenkin koen sen sukupuolen muuttumattomana

 

[qualitymonkey]

Ei must saa kuule miestä tekemälläkään

 

[qualitymonkey]

Yes okay i have dysphoria but i just live even though every second is torture

 

[qualitymonkey]

Kid youll be fine
You're not a girl
You're not a boy
Nor am i



Soi mun päässä mutta i definitely am a girl because gender = your body. I'm conservative but that's how I learned it and my head just cant comprehend anything else.

 

[qualitymonkey]

And ive defaulted to female like it's just automatic. I'm used to being a girl. Even if i fucking hate it with all my heart.

 

[qualitymonkey]

I just wish that pain would go away. I dont even know what causes it.

 

[qualitymonkey]

Omg i want a boyfriend cause id be able to say these things cause i can't talk about this with my parents or my friends. Only with a professional. And if i had a boyfriend i could say those things probably.