Aihe vapaa En tiiä saatana

[qualitymonkey]

Pretty........ Not

 

[qualitymonkey]

AH SO PRETTY ♡

 

[qualitymonkey]

Se tunne ku ei tiiä onkse täl hetkel tää:

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Vai tää:

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But definitely not this, eww, cringe:

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[qualitymonkey]

EWWWW oksettavaa

 

[qualitymonkey]

My brain just can't comprehend 🤢

 

[qualitymonkey]

Or the fact i look like a girl in all my pictures 🤢

 

[qualitymonkey]

Who the fuck invented transness

 

[qualitymonkey]

I feel so much better when i think of myself as a pre t trans guy. I dont know why though.

Egg 😂😂😂 even though im not a trans guy but genderfluid


Still i have so many egg moments through the years. Unfortunately I had to admit this. I really didn't want to be gf. I didn't.

 

[qualitymonkey]

"not an egg" ~every egg ever

😂😂 Löysin redditistä

 

[qualitymonkey]

"still cis tho"

 

[qualitymonkey]

Now im just a dysphoric cis female again

 

[qualitymonkey]

If your gender identity doesn’t match the gender you were assigned at birth, you are transgender. Most transgender people experience significant distress about that mismatch. Gender dysphoria is the name for that distress.

Since you probably weren’t assigned “gender fluid” at birth, you are probably transgender and probably struggle with gender dysphoria.

The only treatment that has had any success treating the pain of gender dysphoria is gender transition. It isn’t an easy road by any means, but it consistently gets better results than any other attempted treatment, and much better results than pretending that your dysphoria doesn’t exist.




But... My brother in Christ? Why would i transition if i switch back to female at some point in time? Please be real

 

[qualitymonkey]

And I Know i will it just takes too much time

 

[qualitymonkey]

So weird

 

[qualitymonkey]

I know i have to ACKNOWLEDGE the truth, me being genderfluid. Because it's true. That's the whole reason why i experience horrible body dysphoria. I don't want to be female. That's what makes me genderfluid, really. But i also AM female. My sex is ALWAYS female. So thats a mismatch. I AM female. But im fluid because i DONT WANT TO BE. because i have bad dysphoria. At least sometimes. But i have to somehow accept both things. I have to accept the fact that im genderfluid and have horrible dysphoria. But i also have to accept the fact that my sex is female, always and forever, always has been, always will be. Genderfluid is just the reason WHY i have dysphoria. Why i HATE being female. But i AM. but of course at the same time i AM genderfluid, its just a different thing. It doesn't change my sex and it never will, and i have to accept my sex somehow if I want to even live at all. But i think it's also okay to just be genderfluid and twist reality a little if it helps at all, because anything that helps.. is good. Cause i dont wanna die. Thats right. I dont wanna die but gender dysphoria makes me suicidal.


And it just gets so complicated

But I'm sorry. But i just dont want to be female. But i hope this goes away. I want to switch back. It kills me.

 

[qualitymonkey]

Like whatever, but i just want this feeling to end. Its pure torture for anyone to hate their sex. That's just simply torture.

 

[qualitymonkey]

"i knew it, you're not ugly"

Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee 😄😄😄😄😄

 

[qualitymonkey]

Do you seriously think sp xd

 

[qualitymonkey]

Why can't I say no? Why do i do the same mistake again and again

You're already traumatized+ gender dysphoria

Why can't you say no

 

[qualitymonkey]

I just can't

 

[qualitymonkey]

Why do they always ask for pics

Why?

 

[qualitymonkey]

A hungarian guy who wants to eat my pussy. Interesting.

 

[qualitymonkey]

What on earth do they see in it

Disgusting...... Can i please have their eyes?

 

[qualitymonkey]

A hungarian guy who wants to eat my pussy. Interesting.

And play with my boobs also, almost forgot
They are crazy
Like why
They are disgusting, dont lie to yourself

 

[qualitymonkey]

All boobs

 

[qualitymonkey]

Hey come on, kuka ees uskaltaa harrastaa seksiä tuntemattoman kaa. Niiku. Ees sellasen kaa jonka tapaa baarissa. Fr they could even kill you? Oon vissii lukenu liikaa kauhutarinoita. :D Eunkwang on ainut johon luottaisin muuten en uskaltais. Vaik onhan sekin tuntematon oikeasti, mut silti luottaisin sen verran et tuskin se nyt ketään tappais. Vaikka kuinka "et tiiä millanen se oikeesti on" mut bro

 

[qualitymonkey]

Muutoin en hirveesti tuntemattomien kanssa uskaltaisi mitään alkaa harrastelemaan

 

[qualitymonkey]

😂😂😂

 

[qualitymonkey]

"Ei, se oli sarkasmia :D Inhoan epämukavuutta :D Tämä on kamalaa, varsinkin viime viikkoina."

Google translate

 

[qualitymonkey]

Me kaikki inhoamme epämukavuutta