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<blockquote data-quote="qualitymonkey" data-source="post: 144669" data-attributes="member: 34">Okei ei. En ikinä pysty olee parisuhteessa. En ikinä. En vaan pysty. Saan hallitsemattomia itkukohtauksia kun luen jotain ton tyyppisiä artikkeleita missä ollaan silleen &quot;you can still have intercourse if you don't feel like it&quot; etc etc etc. I dont want to. Or like... I don't know if i want to. I'm scared. I don't want a relationship with anyone. I don't want it.If i don't want it why do i still want to be with eunkwang? Why do i still desperately love him? But i would probably still have some sort of panic attacks at least sometimes. Because of this thing.Lmao and imagine IF that happened, if he actually one day fell for me, IF that happened. And hed hit on me or something. What would i say???? :D id be like &quot;naaaaaahhhhhhh i can't. I'm desperately in love with you but i can't :))&quot; XDDDDDDDDDDDDD oh fun times fun times.Onneksi en edes halua olla kenenkään muun kanssa niin toikin on niin pieni chance että totakaan koskaan tapahtuu.It hurts though, too much. How can i survive without him. I have to but i 😭 i can't live without him but i have to.Ah siis joskus se tuntuu niin maailmanlopulta etten voi olla sen kaa ja joskus taas en ajattele sitä silleen samalla tavalla..</blockquote>

[QUOTE="qualitymonkey, post: 144669, member: 34"] Okei ei. En ikinä pysty olee parisuhteessa. En ikinä. En vaan pysty. Saan hallitsemattomia itkukohtauksia kun luen jotain ton tyyppisiä artikkeleita missä ollaan silleen "you can still have intercourse if you don't feel like it" etc etc etc. I dont want to. Or like... I don't know if i want to. I'm scared. I don't want a relationship with anyone. I don't want it. If i don't want it why do i still want to be with eunkwang? Why do i still desperately love him? But i would probably still have some sort of panic attacks at least sometimes. Because of this thing. Lmao and imagine IF that happened, if he actually one day fell for me, IF that happened. And hed hit on me or something. What would i say???? :D id be like "naaaaaahhhhhhh i can't. I'm desperately in love with you but i can't :))" XDDDDDDDDDDDDD oh fun times fun times. Onneksi en edes halua olla kenenkään muun kanssa niin toikin on niin pieni chance että totakaan koskaan tapahtuu. It hurts though, too much. How can i survive without him. I have to but i 😭 i can't live without him but i have to. Ah siis joskus se tuntuu niin maailmanlopulta etten voi olla sen kaa ja joskus taas en ajattele sitä silleen samalla tavalla.. [/QUOTE]

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