Male would be best
If you ask me
But they don't ask me
Hey, maybe god wanted to create me as intersex. He for some reason didn't want to create me as a male. I wanted to be male but i guess he had his reasons (I'm pretty sure he exists) to make me intersex.
Or am i STILL female? Oh god! I dont know my gender????????? Why would females have a body like this?
God what is my gender????? 😭 Whatever it is I'm sure you had a reason to make me that. Okay maybe it is female siitäkin huolimatta. Okay im female i....... I .......
I have no idea.
Well at least I'm part female thats for sure.
Soooooo
Id say female
So
Anyway
I dont WANT to be female but
Im sure god had a reason to make me that
I hate it with my entire soul but..... Im sure he had a reason to do that. Im sure he had a plan.
Im sure god loves me as a female even though i hate myself as a female.
And the reason why i believe in god? Well, BM said something that made me believe almost 100 % lol.
And because i believe in god i also believe he made me a female for a reason. It must be like that. I still of course hate it. But maybe with time..
Its soooooo hard to just like it
Like something i despise, like something i cannot stand
Its like forcing eunkwang to like mint choco 😭😂
Or forcing me to like....... What's something i cant eat....... Its like forcing me to like hernekeitto XD en oikeen sitä yleensä syö.
Sama asia. Forcing me to like my gender. I want NOTHING to do with femaleness. Nothing.
Makuasioita niin kuin ruoka asiatkin
En vain pidä tästä sukupuolesta ja se on mulle ihan oikea ongelma enkä osaa pakottaa itseäni pitämään. Ei niitä makuasioita noin vain muutella. Tahdon voimalla. Se on kuin yrittäisin pakottaa itseni tykkäämään seksistä silloin kun en tykkää
En vain yhtään yhtään yhtään tykkää enkä yhtään yhtään yhtään halua olla nainen mutta toisaalta.
I mean. This is my opinion . If you ask me. I did NOT want to be female. If you ask me. But NOBODY ASKED ME. and either god had a reason and a will to make me female (i believe this) or it was just a "coincidence " (lmao coincidence doesn't exist)
Either way nobody ever asked me.
Sooooooo
Deal with it.
What I believe is that god WANTED to create me as a female sooooo.... Deal with it.
I wonder who am i to argue with the higher being 🤔
(And he created Ted Bundy cause he happened to have a bad week, iykyk)
No seriously
Who am i to argue with the higher being??
