Hakutulokset

Isnt it weird how you have to do everything like ur brain tells you to? Like ur brain just controls everything. Ur brain tells you to do something and you do, even if it makes no sense.

En tiedä yhtään mitä mun pitää tehdä mutta ei mua kyllä edes haittaa.

Mä yritän ratkasta kaiken odottamalla Koska tiedän et se ratkasee kaiken. Muuta keinoa ei ole. Valitettavasti. Mutta edes se

I just don't know Just feels so much easier thinking of myself as a trans guy pre t. Just thinking. Doesn't mean i necessarily am but as a coping mechanism. Just thinking about it that way.

It just felt so... Like... I dont know

Miten se voi tuntua normaalimmalta?

Jotenkin katoin mun kehoo ja mua ei haitannut samalla tavalla se kun ajattelin että oon vaan jotenkin samanlainen kun kaikki muutki pre t trans miehet. Sil ei oo ees väliä oonko vai en, mut koska se auttaa mua niin totta helvetissä ill take anything that helps. Anything.

I dont know why thinking of myself as a girl feels horrible but thinking of myself as a pre t trans guy (so, essentially, a girl, vielä tässä vaiheessa) feels much better and more normal.

Maybe it makes me feel more like my parts are normal cause thats what trans guys are pre t they have all the girl things and look like girls.

Really weird but i dont know.

But for some reason i do.

I feel so much better when i think of myself as a pre t trans guy. I dont know why though.

ISN'T HE SO BEAUTIFUL

Isn't he so attractive

Oh no He could never like me as much as i like him Really im so weak Im so weak i feel so weak like when i look at him i get so confused like i tremble 😭 isnt he so beautiful 😰😰

I still love him no matter if it's wrong or right

Say parasocial or anything but i literally dont care anymore

I know he doesn't know me but i dont know why it doesn't bother me i just feel like he can still heal me maybe

I totally forget that its actually about god cause for me its about Eunkwang that much

In reality its about god but for me its really about kwang hahah