Muutenkin i feel at home and i feel like this is who i really am. Not the person who sent pics to guys and tried to be feminine and appeal to guys. Thats just not who i am. I just... Dont feel feminine.
I just feel so much better now and even when i lifted my shirt and looked at my breasts it was like a warm hug because being a butch means.... Just... Being butch.... Its so different from femme. Or like. Any other way of being. If youre a butch female then its like..... Someone who isnt a butch...
Butch presentation is like a mask that protects me from being like "too female", well, you know what i mean. Too much of it. Like it almost makes me a guy and thats what i always wanted, duh. But without actually being a guy.