Aihe vapaa En tiiä saatana

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Cause it just doesn't get any worse

 

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Yes i feel worse than anyone else

 

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I can guarantee

 

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XD both songs about Eunkwang but me back then: nope, its someone else, i just know

And yes it was. Indeed.

 

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Ja mä muutenkin tiesin että se on taewoon frendi tms :P

 

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Dont ask how mut kuulemma tää juttu on suvussa

(Yep fr)

 

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seurustelujuttu


.....

ei välttämättä tapahu mut katotaa

 

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Randomly

 

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Absolute horror

 

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dont know how thats

 

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Heitä toi nauhuri vaik seinää

 

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Welp i just realized that it's true lol

 

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Kim taewoo what the fuck seriously

 

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Ok mut haluun takas verikoe päivään randomly it was iconic

 

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😭😭😭😭😭 Its not true! 😭😭😭😭😤😤😤😤😤😤😤😤😭😭😭😭😭😭😤😤😤😤😤😤😤

 

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😭

Hate lying

 

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Baby why me

 

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Damnnn it wasnt even about wh and i love wh

 

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It wasn't even.... It wasn't even......

Does it mean its true

Like how could it possibly just happen about Hoyoung and Eunkwang

 

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Aww dannyy

 

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Mut ok

 

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I love hoyoung forever

I love Eunkwang forever

 

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Even if i don't date them

 

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BUT

 

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NOT dating them would eventually cause me to attempt suicide, basically because of dysphoria.

If it doesn't happen fast enough well you know i will _most likely_ attempt suicide at some point.

 

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BECAUSE.

if it wasn't for dysphoria i could live without them.

But because i have dysphoria nothing will help so I'm just obviously suicidal and well..

It just destroys me.

Without them I'm just not gonna make it. Maybe i could go on for a few years or maybe more but eventually i wont be able to take it anymore. Like I'm already at that point sort of mut pysyn vaa väkisin elossa vaikka haluun koko ajan kuolla kirjaimellisesti koko ajan eikä opamox oo auttanu mua yhtään :DDDDD ehkä ihan ihan ihan vähän

 

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When the best dysphoria medicine is: a guy

 

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But couldn't i just date someone else 😭 maybe i could thoughhhh

 

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At some point

 

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I could