"Recovered anorexic here! Anorexia is a mental disorder, and if you're thinking this way, there's a chance that you might already have it.
It's a common misconception that all anorexics are thin. You don't have to be thin to have anorexia - being thin is a symptom of having the mental disorder for an extended period of time.
If you're already obsessed with your weight and eating habits, and are engaging in dangerous behaviors in order to lose weight, then you're probably already there.
This disease is absolutely miserable and will eventually cause you physical harm. It's not beautiful - it may seem it on the outside, but there are a lot of hidden aspects to it that are very ugly."
Oh i know very well since i "have it". It's mentally torturous. Although I'm not engaging in any dangerous behaviors. I might starve myself for like idk 6 hours? 8 hours? But thats about it really. And not always even that.