Aihe vapaa En tiiä saatana

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HUOH

 

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Basically im apressexual sit olin vaa et isnt everyone apressexual

And then i was like they fr arent 😅😅😅😅

When you think about how many people just feel sexual attraction without any romantic attraction at all for somebody they just want to jump to bed

And im like hell nah im apressexual

Jos ymmärrän koko termin ja itseni edes oikein mut nii

 

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OR maybe its common idontknow

But at least i fit into that label easily imo

 

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Huoh tää painoindeksi-intoilu on kokonaan mun bdd:n syytä 😩😂 lmaooooooooooooo

 

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I SUPPOSE

 

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Fr the lightest i could do was 63 kg and now im heavier than that again so no way tbh

 

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Of course i think ive been lighter mut en tiedä siitä sen enempää

 

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Ehkä joskus 5-vuotiaana obviously

 

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I swear to god im never getting below 63 and im not going to try

(As if i should????????)

 

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I just feel worse because im that heavy, worse than other women

 

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This is what bdd is

 

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Its so obsessive that you just cant let it go

 

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Weird since im not obsessive about anything else ever

 

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Honestly, im never getting below 63 and im accepting that

 

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Its just my fate to be like this

No siis, it WOULD feel weird koska tää nyt on sinänsä mun identiteettiinkin liittyvä asia aika tiukasti

 

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Honestly, im never getting below 63 and im accepting that

Like thats NEVER going to happen ja yllätyn jos tapahtuu

 

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Imagine if i get back to 76

Honestly it would be fine jos oisin yhtä confident ku sillon olin

My confidence went down sen jälkeen

LMAO my confidence went down as my weight went down

Oikeestiki

I was SO confident at 76 compared to 64 now

Lot more confident.

Ei uskois mutta totta on.

 

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I WANT EUNKWANG 😭

I WANT SAFETY 😭

someone said im demigirl (tai ehdotto sitä) kun selitin kaikki mun dysforiajutut auki ja nyt mua pelottaa 😭 vähän ainakin. I would feel a lot better if eunkwang was my boyfriend UGH. 😮‍💨

 

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Please be my boyfriend 🙃😞

 

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🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

 

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En mä tiedä mutta sen tiedän että oon uncomfortable demigirlin kans ja enemmän comfortable iha vaa , you know, with girl

Vaikka vihaankin sitä mutta silti its more comfortable than demigirl

 

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Its a pretty flag but that term aint for me 😩

 

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I am still cis believe it or not

 

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I hate this gender with all my soul but still cisgender

 

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Mihi vittuu meni viis vuotta

 

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Muistan kun olin vielä 21 ööhh

 

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Tai se 19-23v ikä suurinpiirtein

 

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Im not even autistic (or am i) and I CANNOT DEAL WITH MY WET HAIR I CANNOT PLEASE STOP

 

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Its not always SO bad but sometimes i lose my mind

 

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Please stop the wetness 😭