Im so close to dying, im so close to dying
Nothing matters, nothing matters, I believed in it but it doesn't matter anymore, it did, i really thought it would matter, but now i know the truth is that absolutely nothing matters
Thats good but i dont know if i can believe it
I dont know how to be sure
I dont know anything
I dont remember who i am
I dont know where i amI need meds i would probably kill myself if i could, i need meds, theres nothing else, nothing else, no other option, nothing, no options, even if the meds kill me or cause anything, at least i tried, if they caused something bad, at least i tried