Aihe vapaa En tiiä saatana

[qualitymonkey]

ei HELVETTI

jos mun täytyy kestää tätä vitun sukupuolihelvettiä vielä pitkäänkin niin ei vittu sanon itteni irti

 

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Im just going to identify as nb until i feel better

I dont even care anymore

Ill do whatever if it makes me feel a lil bit better

I dont even fucking care if its real or not

Ill just identify as nb because it helps me cause i cant stand my female gender so from now on im just being an enby. Maybe it helps mentally. A little bit. At least.

I dont have a choice i can cope better if i pretend to be nb

 

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Yeah its a clown ass thing to do, if were talking about me, but still

 

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Guess i have to

 

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Fuck it doesnt even help

 

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No vittu ei sitte

 

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Lets be women then ffs

 

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If i pretended to be a man then would that help?????

 

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Doesnt work either since i feel like a fake, so nope

 

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What the fuck then

 

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If i dont feel good as a woman, man or nonbinary, then what the fuck do i feel good as? Give me a FUCKING break please

 

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It really doesnt work

 

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I just want to sleep

 

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And i want to just be the same gender as my body, of course. But at the same time i feel like vomiting, basically 🤢

 

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Time to 😴

 

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Ok.. i guess ..

Kovemmat keinot käyttöön

Ajattelin (ja kattelin kuvia) kaikkia mun tyttöihastuksia (esim. Dahyun, yoohyeon, siyeon, vivi, olivia hye) ja anteeks nyt vaan mut jos ne on tyttöi and i like them sm and its not even embarrassing niin miten se vois olla embarrassing mulle???????????????? I feel like it helps????????

Its not embarrassing because they are so cute of course my gender CANNOT physically be embarrassing either.

If they have the same body as me then im just asking how could it be embarrassing. It cant. Sounds weird but i like women. So...... Why am i so delusional then thinking that its sooooooooo embarrassing being a girl, the same as some of my crushes??? Please.

By the way they are so prettyyyyyyyyy i almost got dizzy 😻 i am a lesbian.

Anyways. Kyl tää taitaa toimia. Ehk. Jos oisin hetero niin ois varmaan vähän vaikeempaa. Kerrankin täst on hyötyä.

 

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Epäheterouden hyödyt

 

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Please i look so stylish now

 

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Gay style™️

 

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For real

 

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Fuck xD i have to believe in ghosts because quora 😶😶😶😶😶😶😶 serious

After reading that i just have to believe 😶

Oh its something

En vieläkään oo unohtanut sitä toista kummitustarinaa jonka ainakin väitettiin olevan totta

Enkä niitä lukuisia kissakummitusjuttuja

 

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Oon lukenu noita niin monta vuosien varrella että... I dont know...........

 

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En haluis uskoo koska se tuntuu tyhmältä mutta vaikuttaa aika todennäköiseltä että ne on totta kuitenki

 

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Are u kidding me

 

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Why is this a thing

 

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Lmao im not asexual. Im just unlabeled cause its too damn "i dont care" -tasoa

Im sex repulsed though

And i guess im just bi not biromantic asexual

Because like i said im just unlabeled because hahahaha

But im bi and im sex-repulsed anyway thats easy

But ace? Nah, unlabeled because its literally so lmao.

 

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Its literally so lmao

 

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Tbh ~70 % of this identity stuff is just wanting to look at pretty flags whatever i just get aesthetic satisfaction of it

 

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Like ~70 % of the reasons why i identify as something is the pretty flags

 

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By the way

Whats this

Why are everyones parents dead

Joosts parents are dead

Eunkwangs parents are alive

BUT

masatoshis mom is dead (dont know anything else i dont really know anything about his dad anyway)

Villus parents are dead

This is getting so familiar at this point

Eunkwang is literally the only one whose both parents are alive

Interesting

And dont start with the age its not even about that, villunkin vanhemmat kuoli mun mielestä sillon kun villu oli nuori

Whats with this similar stuff 🗿

Ei siinä mitään mut its getting so familiar.......

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