Aihe vapaa En tiiä saatana

[qualitymonkey]

I hate him for fooling me

 

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I forgot literally everything

I literally have no memories anymore.....

 

[qualitymonkey]

Very transphobic that i have to listen to period ads 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡

Well, not transphobic but dci-phobic in my case

Please understand my dysphoria

 

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PLEASE UNDERSTAND MY DYSPHORIA

 

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"so i could be pretty or thin"


*IS THIN*:

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Do you think youre thick? 😂 No

 

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Oisin ymmärtänyt ton lainin joltain actually thick/fat tyypiltä

 

[qualitymonkey]

I have terrible dysphoria

Yes, i am a tomboy and that means female and okay but i still have terrible dysphoria.

I cant stand living life with periods, for example

But then again.

Even if i have terrible dysphoria

And yeah sure, im a tomboy

But

Why would i care?

About periods or something else

Everyone else is doing it.

Literally every single human on this earth is forced to live, forced to have been born.

Forced to age.

Forced to live, and while you live, anything can happen. Anything can happen to your body or otherwise



Whats bad about it?


Cant you just live and not care about anything?

Cant you?

Just like anyone else?


When you see a girl on the street yea she might be having a period right at the moment, just like yourself, so what the fuck are you gonna do about it? Start t so your periods end? Really? What the fuck are you gonna do about it?

And yes, im having a mental break.


What the FUCK are you gonna do about anything?

NOTHING.


SO FUCKING QUIT COMPLAINING

kill yourself if its that hard

Fucking quit complaining because nothing is going to ever change things. You were born and thats how it started. And thats how it is, until you die. You dont FUCKING HAVE TO START T/ETC.

YOU DONT FUCKING HAVE TO DO ANYTHING






fucking kill yourself if its really that hard?

 

[qualitymonkey]

You don't fucking have to do anything

That includes anything

You don't fucking have to

You can relax

 

[qualitymonkey]

You can relax regardless if you have periods or not

 

[qualitymonkey]

You can relax regardless if you have a vulva or not

 

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You can be just as you are right now, no matter how ruined.

 

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YES I KNOW I WAS RUINED

YEAH

its nothing i can ever fix

 

[qualitymonkey]

Yeah i know my body is ruined and broken

 

[qualitymonkey]

Its nothing i can ever fix

 

[qualitymonkey]

Sun täytyy lopettaa vaa'alla käyminen koska oot ollu 7. Syyskuuta jälkeen koko ajan 63 kg luuleksä et se tulee ikinä muuttumaan 😂 se on ollu samassa nyt vähän yli kuukauden. You really don't have to. Its not even going to change.

 

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Tai sit kävis vaik 2 viikon välein vaa'alla, se ois järkevää jopa

 

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Usko jo

Its not going anywhere

Up or down

 

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Why dont you accept the current number? Its 63 regardless of what you want, goodbye

 

[qualitymonkey]

For your information the bmi is 24.8 edelleen

 

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So your body wants to stay in that okay? Is it difficult to accept

 

[qualitymonkey]

My body wants to be ALMOST overweight.

 

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Can you live with that? Kuinka me nyt tästä selvitään?????????

 

[qualitymonkey]

Thick girls are a boys best friend 🎶

 

[qualitymonkey]

I say this while on the verge of tears but okay "of course it helps"

 

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Se on satavarma asia että jos voisin napsauttaa sormia ja saada rintani katoamaan, väliaikaisesti ainakin, niin tekisin sen heti. Leikkaukseen en lähde ikinä, mutta jos voisin noin tehdä, tekisin sen heti. Että siinä on dysforiani taso.

Mietin layering mutta luulen että mulle tulis liian kuuma mutta voisin ehkä koittaa että tapahtuuko siinä mitään.

 

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Identifying as nonbinary for dysphoria purposes

Except no bc it doesn't cure my dysphoria

Well, It helps a LITTLE

so maybe im genderfluid and nonbinary right now

 

[qualitymonkey]

Who cares if i actually am or not

It helps so its good

Thats why im identifying as nb right now

Btw

Miks on ees genderfluid

Miksi kukaan sanois oon genderfluid

Miksei vaa sano "im nonbinary right now"

Sit myöhemmin "i id as a girl now"

"I id as a boy now"

"I id as nb again "

Miks kukaan käyttäisi sanaa genderfluid

It just makes it messy

Sanoo hän joka identifioituu acefluxiksi.... Mutta sukupuolen kanssa en tykkää siitä samasta periaatteesta yhtää

 

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Identifying as nonbinary helps my dysphoria but only a small amount sadly

Still

Helps

Better not tell my dad whos so against trans and nonbinary people

 

[qualitymonkey]

No olin iteki terf just äsken vielä