Aihe vapaa En tiiä saatana

[qualitymonkey]

Its something i dont want.

 

[qualitymonkey]

So i cant really relate. And all people do is stress me out because penetration and your hymen this and that ur vagina this and that childbirth this and that

 

[qualitymonkey]

And im just...... What has even happened in my life

 

[qualitymonkey]

No joo ei se oo pelkästään toi

Mut kuitenkin oon niin disgusted niinku thoroughly

 

[qualitymonkey]

I really really really have trouble understanding straight men

They are not sexy or aesthetic

They are not hot or erotic

????????

Penises aren't either in general but a special someone's is, like, it is interesting even though i haven't seen it ofc.

In general they are as eww as vaginas because i dont care about almost anybody's dick. I just have almost dead libido except a few people. The horny doesn't work except for Eunkwang jne silleesti.

 

[qualitymonkey]

So yeah, dicks are like interesting in that sense yep. Because if i saw his now idk how id feel but only seeing a bit of the shape for like 1 sec through his pants was something that i might have wanted to maybe last a bit longer. Joten kyllä kiinnostaa.

XD

 

[qualitymonkey]

I dont want to seem like a creep (im the worst actually) but i just 😰 im sweating xD

 

[qualitymonkey]

I should never think about it

 

[qualitymonkey]

I cannot stress enough how nice it looked

 

[qualitymonkey]

Omg i just know he has the best penis in the world lmao even though ive only seen that much but do you know how weird it felt like my mind was going ".... Dick.... Eunkwang... Thats eunkwangs dick"

Like i almost couldn't register that i was seeing it, and it was just like 1 sec when he pulled his pants more like up or something like that

It was through pants and 1 sec

And it was the best 😭

Like

So nice

I really really really want him and love him and crave him like i love everything about him

Now can you imagine me ever thinking its ugly?

Most i could do was being scared af but ugly? I could never

I could be scared

But despise it? I dont think so.

 

[qualitymonkey]

He was so cute too

 

[qualitymonkey]

And when i saw it i was like okay my heart throbs 🙄💓

 

[qualitymonkey]

Loveliest penis award 😂😂😂😂😂😂

Even though it was just a bit like i can't possibly know what it really looks like without clothes 😂

But that was so heavenly

Hes so 😍

 

[qualitymonkey]

I never had such ecstasy lmao from seeing any other penis (even naked) ever like not at all like the way i felt so ecstatic about his :D

Ei vittu

They could never


THE BEST PENIS AWARD GOES TO MY LOVE 😩😂

Im craving seeing it now but unfortunately its just 1 sec so idk maybe i wont watch it haha

 

[qualitymonkey]

The worst part about everything is the fact how everything feels different when its about him, even children

No, i still don't want children but oh god 😭 hed be the cutest father ohno my heart throbs did u fucking see that vid where hes with the kid in vs 💓💗💘

That was the moment i KINDA (not really) saw him as the father of my child but again, not in reality, but just like in my mind like it was so cute and something just felt so ugh no, but in reality i still don't want children

 

[qualitymonkey]

Cause its not my thing but hes the cutest and it just made my heart 😍 do something like you know

 

[qualitymonkey]

The worst part about everything is the fact how everything feels different when its about him, even children

And even sex and penetration but again, not in real life, these too. Not in real life. But like something just feels so. Hes just so. Different.

 

[qualitymonkey]

I never had such ecstasy lmao from seeing any other penis (even naked) ever like not at all like the way i felt so ecstatic about his :D

Ei vittu

They could never


THE BEST PENIS AWARD GOES TO MY LOVE 😩😂

Im craving seeing it now but unfortunately its just 1 sec so idk maybe i wont watch it haha

The way the other dicks are always so disgusting D: but him 🥺 i really love his body so much and I WORSHIP omg

 

[qualitymonkey]

Imagine jos oisin sen kaa ja oisin sillee ugh you have the best penis ive ever seen :D

Hed probably be confused but really none of the dicks ive seen definitely dont feel.... Like id want them. At all. Its more repulsive than anything.

 

[qualitymonkey]

With him its completely different i can just think about that moment and idk it was so exciting in a way cause it ducked up my brain cause i was like huhhhhhhh??! Eunkwangs? Penis? :D

 

[qualitymonkey]

Cause i can't even comprehend
Its too much for me.. personally..

 

[qualitymonkey]

Also do you know how much I want him to eat me out

Like in a sexual attraction sense only, because he makes all my hormones go brrrrrrr

BUT

obviously i dont want that because hate hate hate hate really hate voi vitun helvetin vitun jumalauta kuole

:D

But in a "hormones and stuff" way he drives me crazy idk i just dont know the though is weird idk

 

[qualitymonkey]

Obviously i dont want him to eat me out because I fucking hate


But if i just think about him? Oh 😭🫠 sure. Sex, sex and more sex. :D because hes sexy and attractive and imagine if he was close to me. Oh my.

 

[qualitymonkey]

Well this is just fucking great again

 

[qualitymonkey]

Huh

I really hate my vagina

 

[qualitymonkey]

But

Doesn't it make sense that... Id start to feel okay if he really liked it?

It would make sense

It would take time maybe but

Why would i hate it after a while when i know he adores it. If he did.

Cause his opinion would matter a lot. Of course.



Hahah mut joo.

Siinä mielessä tää kaikki on hassua koska dn mitenkään voi tietää tapahtuukse oikeesti.


Ees tapaaminen, let alone seurustelu. En voi mitenkään tietää tapahtuukse oikeesti.




En mitenkään.




Mut


Jos se oiski

Ja sit

Ku must vaan

Emmä tiedä Kun se juttu tapahtui ja sit se on vaan niin outoo jos se oikeesti on mun tuleva mies. MUN? 😂 sounds surreal, really.

 

[qualitymonkey]

Niiku tosi outoo

 

[qualitymonkey]

Why me im ugly

 

[qualitymonkey]

And worthless

 

[qualitymonkey]

Im scared what if its actually true

Like ACTUALLY true

What if it just gets closer and closer every day and it WILL happen what if its inevitable