If he was this then i would understand you freaking out.
But now? When hes literally a straight man?
"I can't stand my periods, im so ashamed, im so ashamed of my pussy and breasts, im so ashamed of my shape, I'm so ashamed of my face cause it looks female, im ashamed of my female name, im ashamed of my room because its too girly, I'm ashamed when i dress too femininely" ja jatkuu vaan
My brother in Christ
You have no reason.
Hes a straight man. Literally. So. You definitely don't wanna be male. Or do you just want to be friends with him 😁😁😁😁😁😁 with the love of your life 😁😁😁😁😁 my brother in christ think about what you're saying seriously