Can you think about something else? No. Can you do something else? No. Can you, for fucks sake, at least not think about him when you see something that SLIGHTLY could remind you of him? No. Youre going to think about him when you see the word viro and youre going to think about him when you see stuff that wouldnt even remind you of him normally, youre going to think about him when you LOOK at a certain spot in your living room bc it reminds you of that 2019 thing that happened, because you were looking at his pics for the first time back then and you just-