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And also with a small butt you can just say its normal

 

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Every other woman hasthat

 

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It looks SO NORMAL that i want to scream

 

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Yup

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This aint no big butt

 

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Oh this aint no big butt

Mine is bigger

 

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And what also counts is big thighs

 

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Eli siis, in my case, fatness

 

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I guess i have to listen to robbie tripp again

 

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FATNESS IS THE THING 😃😃😃😃😃😃😃✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻 well at least according to robbie so

 

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That feeling when u listen to big girl banger and u realize that its almost everyones jam now because everyone is fat nowadays

 

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THIS HELPS ME TREMENDOUSLY

lol

 

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Viimeinkin jotain mikä ei tunnu siltä et mun pitäis olla pienempi

 

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Viimeinkin en tarvitse pienempää peppua :D

 

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Ja EDELLEEN 64 kiloa

Usko nyt, youre not losing, or gaining, any weight

 

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Its 64 so its 64

 

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Yhä ja edelleen

 

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Arvasin sen joten en tiedä miksi edes tsekkasin

 

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Yes


I love robbies music

Obviously

I have my reasons :D

But

I still would want eunkwang to like me 😞

But this is alright really, ill survive

I like how i look now

 

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Omg taeil (nct taeil)

Lmaoooooooooo i swear eunkwang is probably next -------->


😃

 

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I didn't expect this from taeil so .... You never know

 

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Not my block b taeil though

 

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But yea they probably next 😂🤡

 

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At this rate

 

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Aww shit here we go again

 

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I actually had a crush on moon taeil too at some point so yeah haha

 

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But............ EUNKWANG IS THE ONE lol

Until something like this gets revealed about him and im like "😃"

 

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😃😃😃😃😃😃

 

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My feels now:

 

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Tekeekin mieli yhtäkkiä kuunnella nct 127, silti

 

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I watched something about kpop beauty standards and now i dont think any man finds me beautiful anymore

Or idk how to say it

Look, it does not have to be eunkwang

Obviously hes the one im in love with NOW

still, for two years

But it might go away someday, you never know

So he doesnt have to be my future boyfriend

If i get over him someday

All im saying is whether its eunkwang or somebody else, it just has to be someone who i like, because who knows, maybe i will fall in love with someone completely different someday and all that stuff was just bullshit

Maybe its not eunkwang and its alright if i get over him someday

But like, i mean, im just so scared

Cause i will never feel beautiful

I mean honestly i dont want a man to just... Have a man, like, someone

Like honestly i dont want that

I still want eunkwang because im so in love with him

Mut niiku i mean

I just wish i had a boyfriend to remind me that ok yea, someone actually genuinely finds me beautiful

So that i dont have to think about being:
- thin
- getting plastic surgery
- getting "clean" skin

Jne.

Silleen, i dont feel beautiful cause i dont have those, like i dont have any good facial features, im not thin, my skin is not "clean"

Like all those things like i wont feel beautiful cause i dont have those

Unless maybe if i have an actual boyfriend who i KNOW that he likes me genuinely

Because maybe then id feel beautiful

Well, maybe still not beautiful enough

I mean

You can always try to be prettier and prettier

But then again

According to who?

What is pretty? According to who?

Opinions vary so much that idk

But i just have this feeling of wanting to be prettier than THIS

but then again? Who should i ask whats pretty? Or maybe i should just try to........ I dont know

Because i just dont know how i get prettier. From this. Cause honestly idk how to live if im not pretty.