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[qualitymonkey]

En tiedä voiko miehelläkin olla sellanen, ei oo kokemusta

 

[qualitymonkey]

Oh god

If i really hate my sex, shouldn't i just change it?

Like

Why dont i just change it cause i hate it this much?


Mut mä tiedän ettei mun pidä sillon transitioitua mieheksi koska oon vaan super misogynisti ja vihaan sukupuoltani. Eikö mun pidä vaa yrittää ja yrittää ja yrittää hyväksyä se

Mä en tiedä tuunko mä koskaan olemaan tyytyväinen sukupuoleeni mut toivottavasti jonain päivänä

Mä kuitenkin aiemmin olin tyytyväinen sukupuoleeni joten niinkin voi olla, joten ehkä joku päivä niin on taas. Inhottavan pitkä vaihe tää kuitenkin on.

 

[qualitymonkey]

Toivottavasti joskus en jaksais enää tätä

 

[qualitymonkey]

Oikeesti

If i didnt hate my gender first, then I started suddenly hating my gender, then how long will this last?

 

[qualitymonkey]

How long will this suffering last

Cant it end already?

 

[qualitymonkey]

Id like to actually embrace my gender, not hate it

 

[qualitymonkey]

Vaan siks koska vihaaminen kuluttaa paljon energiaa

 

[qualitymonkey]

OMG



i hate vulva even more than breasts

Omg how?????????

How can it be worse than that but it really really is

 

[qualitymonkey]

"

Labia liberation! The movement to end vulva anxiety for good"​

How? How can there be no anxiety when men dont even like it????????????? Browse quora and you see.

 

[qualitymonkey]

They in fact hate it

 

[qualitymonkey]

Some even like the fishy smell but its rare

 

[qualitymonkey]

I dont Want any man near me. Ever. Fuck you.

Its better to live alone since my vagina can smell like anything and no one says shit about it ja mun ei tarvi miellyttää ketää. Painu helvettii. Ykskää mies ei tuu mun lähelle, ikinä. Tai sit tapan ehkä muutenkin itteni. En enää kestä omistaa pillua. Ei oo olemas mitää kamalampaa.

 

[qualitymonkey]

Soon I'd probably kill myself jos tää ei lopu

 

[qualitymonkey]

Tai sit täytyy transitioitua ja hankkia penis

 

[qualitymonkey]

I dont know its more like i dont wanna date anyone ever

Because theyd want to change me and i (being isfp? Or whatever) am pretty much free-spirited or like i mean im a hippie so like, i just like doing what i want when i want to. Which means not showering daily, or even for 2 weeks maybe sometimes. Thats just how i live. So like.... I dont wanna date cause i know my style doesn't work for other people. Therefore.... I like being single more. And ill probably stay single for the rest of my days. It seems to work for me more than the other option.

 

[qualitymonkey]

Maybe get rid of you and then ill get back to me 😊


Since men are not going to like me and the way i am. And im not willing to compromise because im such a hippie that ive always been unconventional.

Unconventional people dont date

Or maybe other similar people, who have a similar view on life. Accept me like this or not at all. You can't whine about a smell or something that I do, or you're walking out the door.

 

[qualitymonkey]

That means im way happier single, or with someone who just has a similar view on life like me, someone whos as hippie as i am. They cant be conventional at all because it doesn't match with my personality.

 

[qualitymonkey]

Isfp kuulemma on authentic niin oonki just semmone. And i basically hate other people. So its like i do what i want and thats why i guess i can ONLY date someone whos the same way. Cause i wont date people who whine about anything. Be it some smell or something that I do or anything. Cause if the way i LIVE isnt okay for you..... Well, you cant be with me :D so it would be RARE to find a person whos suitable for me, maybe even impossible.

 

[qualitymonkey]

ISFPs don't fall in love easily


Yes we do fall in love easily


We just dont want to actually be with anybody despite falling in love, because they would ruin everything, because we are too independent and unconventional.

Sure i fell for Eunkwang and probably never EVER getting over him

It doesn't mean i want to be with him. Cause i know he would never like me the way i am, im not suitable for him as a person, our personalities dont match.

And my personality doesn't match with anyone's personality, basically.

 

[qualitymonkey]

I fall in love of course

But i dont date

Anymore

Because my personality is like that. It doesn't match. Except with maybe the MOST unconventional people out there. But theyd have to really be the same level of unconventional as me. So like, really a weirdo.

But i prefer to not date at all, still.

I can be free and no one complains about my vagina, for example.

 

[qualitymonkey]

Maybe get rid of you and then ill get back to me

Nimenomaan i can only like myself (someday) if im single. With a partner they wouldn't like me so that would be bad for me. I can only start liking myself but no one else does, and i dont want a relationship because they ruin my relationship with myself.

 

[qualitymonkey]

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This is meee

 

[qualitymonkey]

I dont know

I still have the biggest crush on him but it would never ever work

 

[qualitymonkey]

He would hate everything about me

 

[qualitymonkey]

Ei se sillon oo mitenkään hyvä

 

[qualitymonkey]

Look

I can easily be friends etc with someone who doesn't like everything about me. And so on. Family and friends are very different. For some reason that doesn't bother me much if they don't like something about me. Cause i couldn't care less. But if my boyfriend doesn't like something about me, whatever it is. I dont think i can be with him. Cause that would hurt. Friends and family, I dont care. I dont care what they think about me anyway. Im too independent to give a fuck about other people. But bf is so different.

 

[qualitymonkey]

I dont want to be with a guy cause hes not going to like everything about me

 

[qualitymonkey]

Do I like everything about Eunkwang for example? I think i do? At this point? I do but the only thing im scared of is that he wouldn't like me, so that makes me sort of gravitate away from him. Even though i usually feel so in love with him, im just too vulnerable to give anyone a chance. So .... I dont know. I think he would not like me, so I'm not gonna like him either.

 

[qualitymonkey]

I mean, even though i do

But i just dont want him to fucking feel disgusted with me and i just dont want him in my life. I know they all hate me or at least one part of me. They cant like everything about me. Joten pysykää vitun kaukana musta. En mä haluu. Mä inhoon. Se on vaan se miten ihmiset suhtautuu muhun niin siks mä en haluu. En mä halua että oon jonku kaa sit se on sillee "i dont like this about you and also i dont like this about you, i dont like your vagina, your scent, your breasts, your voice, your face, i dont like your body, i dont like your personality, i dont like it that you cry a lot"

Vaikka ois vaa YKS ASIA ja kaikista muista pitäis nii mä en vois olla. Mä en haluu et must sanotaan noin koska mä oon muutenkin itsemurhan partaalla ihan ilmankin. Koska mä mietin ite niitä asioita jo itekseni että mä en tykkää mun pillusta tai kehosta tai mistään asiasta niin kai mä nyt haluun tehdä itsemurhan. Luuleks et haluun siihen päälle viel partnerin, joka ei kuitenkaan tuu tykkäämään musta?????????? Sen takii mä en deittaile. En mä edes pidä ihmisistä. En mä edes oo sosiaalinen. Ei mua kiinnosta yhtään mitä mun kaverit ajattelee se ei haittaa mua mut en mä halua poikaystävää. Miksei kukaan vittu tajua sitä etten mä vittu HALUA poikaystävää. Jumalauta usko nyt saatana.

 

[qualitymonkey]

Ja siks mä en halua edes JUTELLA miesten kanssa tolleen (reddit vaikka)