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[qualitymonkey]

😂

 

[qualitymonkey]

This fucking life kills me

 

[qualitymonkey]

I just want to stop

 

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It doesn't matter i want to get as far away from my gender as i can

 

[qualitymonkey]

It kills me

 

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I hate it

 

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I didn't hate it at 21

 

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And never before that, i think

 

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I feel like i hated it for the first time at 22

 

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Idk why

 

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"I hate being a boy in every way. Should I change my gender?"

This is so me. "I hate being a girl in every way. Should I change my gender?"

The answer is no. I should wait, and wait and wait and wait until one beautiful day I'm ok with it.

 

[qualitymonkey]

I feel like i hated it for the first time at 22

That was probably the first time but during these years, i did not hate it all the time. There has been phases when i didn't hate it during these 4 years.

 

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Ive been completely satisfied at some times

 

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Before 22 i was always completely satisfied with it

And after 22 i was sometimes completely satisfied with it

And sometimes so dysphoric that i want to rip my eyes out hehe

Someone diagnose me i dont understand anymore how can gender dysphoria kill me so much

And really


Gender dysphoria that starts at 22

 

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Gender dysphoria that starts at 22

What happened

 

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What is it?!!!
Its not even dysphoria when it starts late


Its???????????? What????? Misogyny?????

 

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It KILLS me

 

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My gender quite literally almost kills me