Aihe vapaa En tiiä saatana

[qualitymonkey]

That's a guess

 

[qualitymonkey]

I just don't date, so

 

[qualitymonkey]

Dont ask me why i don't do that, I just don't seem to do that

 

[qualitymonkey]

And im alright

 

[qualitymonkey]

I spend my time thinking about eunkwang and I'm more than happy with it

 

[qualitymonkey]

Mihin kohtaan mä siin poikaystävän mahduttaisin, im already busy

 

[qualitymonkey]

Doing what I want

 

[qualitymonkey]

Being in love with a celebrity

Cause that's what I want

 

[qualitymonkey]

Its not illegal so

 

[qualitymonkey]

Et ymmärräkään miten helpottavaa on kun on leukakarvoitusta. Ihan kun se lievittäisi sukupuolidysforiaani, paitsi ettei se oo varsinaista sukupuolidysforiaa, mutta vain halua olla maskuliininen. Ei mies. Maskuliininen. Ja se näyttää maskuliiniselta niin emt, mää oon ainakin jostain syystä innoissani siitä :D voiko olla cis ja kokea näin 🤔 mun mielestä oon cis mutta mua helpottaa jotenkin hirveesti leukakarvoitus. Mutten missään nimessä oo mies. I just feel empowered when i see it, cause i like being masculine. Not a man, cause im not one.

 

[qualitymonkey]

Miten sen selittäis?

Im always thrilled to look more masculine. Without transitioning.

 

[qualitymonkey]

And it just feels natural

Transitioning doesn't feel natural at all

 

[qualitymonkey]

Idk, these are all my decisions

I dont like transitioning as an idea

I like not removing my hair

 

[qualitymonkey]

And i like guys

 

[qualitymonkey]

And i like looking masculine

 

[qualitymonkey]

I like to think all of it as a decision i made

 

[qualitymonkey]

Even gender

 

[qualitymonkey]

Its my decision so it feels powerful

 

[qualitymonkey]

Just because it's MY decision

 

[qualitymonkey]

I dont know

Mun oloa vaan helpottaa se että mul on leukakarvoitusta :D cause i W A N T to be masculine


Joillekin naisille se on kauhistus koska ne haluu olla feminiinisiä

Mä taas haluun olla MASKULIININEN

duh

 

[qualitymonkey]

I feel so happy about it for real

 

[qualitymonkey]

Also, i dont worry about not attracting men. No, i feel very.... Like i have the right to be very attracted to guys, like i am, but I don't worry about attracting them. It doesn't bother me. I just want to be able to be myself, which means being masc and also having feelings for men. Which i do. Attracting men is whatever to me. That doesn't mean i cant be my true self. I couldn't give a fuck if i dont attract them. Im still attracted to them myself..... Like. Celebrity men of course, what did you think? Hyunsik, kwang and masatoshi, of course.

 

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But its so important for me to be able to be masc

 

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And cause im single maybe i can be myself freely

 

[qualitymonkey]

Maybe i couldn't be myself if i dated a man

Well, not that I want to, anyway, because there are no crush material men nearby

 

[qualitymonkey]

Every day I'm so happy that a man doesn't restrict me

 

[qualitymonkey]

So i can express myself freely

 

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Even when. I was 10-13 yr old or something like that, joku oli silleen "mä luulin sua pojaks" and i was so proudddddddddd but i didn't think i was a guy

But i was so proud 🥲 🥲 🥲 🥲 🥲 🥲 🥲 🥲 it was nice

Ainut miks saatoin vähän loukkaantua oli se "ei pahalla mut mä luulin sua pojaks" joka saa sen kuulostaa silt et sä yrität sanoo sen ilkeesti tai jotain :D aina kun sanotaan ei pahalla niin se kuulostaa.... Pahalta, kinda

 

[qualitymonkey]

But really, i was happy about it

Tai ehkä muistan sen väärin

 

[qualitymonkey]

"mä luulin sua pojaks jol on pitkät hiukset" oli kai toinen keissi, mut really, siit on niin kauan et saatan muistaa nää päin honkia

Kuitenkin, mun mielestä olin siitäkin ihan mielissäni

Ehkä siinäkin vähän kuulosti siltä että se ois ollu mahdollisesti loukkaustarkotuksessa mikä on sit taas eri asia